Thirteen Thursday

Just my weekly random rambling. This week I made notes in my iPhone just for this post. See I am organizing well togather.

1. I love my iPhone because it keeps me even more organized. It is worth every penny we paid for it and continue to pay monthly. I am obsessed and saddened that I did not get one sooner.

2. We are still looking for places to move. The state is Florida the location is still yet to be determined but Ocala has an apartment I fell in love with. well mainly the price and the rooms and ugh I just love it. Four bedroom, three baths dining room living room but no patio/balcony. Ugh some things are just not meant to be. The mast bedroom has it's own bathroom and then one of the other bedrooms has it's own bathroom. Right up my alley and I am sure Big Girl will be thrilled once she learns that will be her room and her bathroom. Oh how I always wanted a bathroom of my own when I was younger, imagine being a teen putting on my make-up. Taking a showr and staying in my bathrobe and not having to run through the apartment. Ugh the joys and the dreams. See sometimes making something happen for your kids that you always wanted isn't all bad.

3. I have not smoked going on day 2. Woohoo sadly I have no quit I just HATE smoking in the apartment so no smoking for me. I have something to do tomorrow that will stress me out and I am sure tomorrow I will be a smoker again. I just hate the smell and the addiction. I like to be in control of what I do and smoking is something I want to quit so badly but I love to do it. Sadly I dont love the smell, the cost, the thught or anything else just enjoy the act of it. does that even make sense?

4. Nightmare's again. I had another bad dream and I woke up and scrambled for the phone to record what it was and then I fell back asleep instead.

5. A different dream which was not a nightmare although it pissed me off enough to wake up and punch Hubby in his back because how dare he. Poor man getting beat up over my dreams. So the dream must now be told. We were staying at some couples house (I dont know who this is a 7 second dream people) for some reason. It seemed Hubby had an appointment he needed to go to. Well the couple had to drive us. We all get in the car with the couple two kids. Then he couple stop because they need their dog. We are already late and it is irritating me. I dont like being late! For some reason we all get out of the car to get the dog. OK dog gotten and now some other kids (which I think were mine... no faces in my dreams for some reason) come up to us about staying and playing in the pool/ splash pad area which was right next to the house. (See what I get for all this apartment hunting all these amenities in my dreams LOL). So we get back in the car with the other two children and are about to leave. As we are walking to the car I make a statement about how much I hate that we are now late and how men make everything worse and why did her husband need to bring the dog when we are already running late. Well the wife flips on me about me being ungrateful and complaning about her husband and how dare I when they are doing us a favor. Her husband is now in the trunk of the car doing whatever and wasting even more time. It is now 15 minutes passed appointment time. I ask so how long to get where we are going and was told by the husband an hour. I freakd are you kidding me and you sat here playing games knowing what time the appointment was and were completely incosiderate. Well the wife and I had it out. I got out of the car and left. Hubby on the other hand kept his mouth shut, did not stand up for me and went with the couple to the appointment. OK I know sounds completely stupid but it pissed me off that Hubby did not stand up for me. I hit him out of frustration and then woke him and asked him if he would ever do that to me. Of course he said NO.

6. Ha now move on to Saturday, we had a birthday party of a friend. Hubby had to works o he met us there. Well he had his car which has the bikes in it since our storage room is shut down for a couple of weeks. After bowling Hubby tells me he has his car and he is going to drive home his friend since he is exhausted. Seriously are you kidding me, I dont want to walk home with the girls I want to go home with my husband and how darn rude. My friend then says sorry I asked him to. She wanted her husband driven home so he would go to sleep and she could go out. OK no problem but man oh man did it just prove, ugh yes Hubby would go with friends over me. Dream came true, in some weird way.

7. Hubby and I have been fighting over dumb things. It has kept me in a bad mood. I am sick of being petty and I want to work things out but lately nerves have gotten the best of us. I think it is the stress of the move and the possible work transfer and the kids and school and lack of money and a whole bunch of added stress. I just dontunderstand why some couples fight when they should be growing stronger and on eachother's sides during this time.

Reality TV....
8. The bachelor I have never watched it before this season but way to go Jake. I definitely think it is awesome he is kicking girls off left and right. I think it is awesome because if he knows they are not the one why keep them away from their lives and homes when you can send them home and stop living a dream. I honestly love the drama and watching this. I just dont understand how so many woman could want to vie for this man and how they think they can fall in love in a couple of months and then get engaged and live happily ever after. Oh wait we had one of those quick whirlwind dating/engagement/wedding's, but seriously look now we s