Day Four

Hubby and I have gotten along fine today, again one outburst. They tend to happen as we get the kids from school. For some reason Hubby find's it funny to pick at me. For instance calling me tubby when i eat all day (mind you I am anything from tubby shoot I could gain about 15 pounds and still not be tubby), just sharing because it is not meant to be mean just his "endearing" terms for me. Today it was all about how I cant drive. Right I forgot he is the best driver, I snapped again I am just getting sick of it. Everytime I say something he says how perfect I feel I am. So much for trying hard huh. Last night did not go as planned, I swear it is like when I plan I just plan to fail Hubby did have dinner when he got home but it was the rest of the subway we had all pigged out on. Oh well better then nothing I guess. Hubby played hours of his game, watched his TV and I sat on the phone then went in the room and wtached TV. I am starting to wonder if we are just in that big of a funk that we can't get out of it. I am not giving up just getting a bit upset that yet again another plan is working out anyway but the way we planned it.

As for Big Girl, it is day 3 on her new med's and it has been a pretty good day. She is a bit drowsy but did not nap today which is a good thing because after our nap yesterday she went to bed even later then I did. She was also up early this morning so on top of the med's making her drowsy I am sure lack of sleep did as well. There have not been many outburst's from her today though and that is a good thing.

Right now I sent Big Girl and Big Boy outside to play, they have been spending way to much time indoors this week. Not because of nasty weather just due to never wanting to go outside at the same time or nobody else being outside and they are not allowed out alone. So today I sent them out after dinner and told them they are not allowed back in until bedtime. So what does any kid now a days do, go to the neighbor's to veg out instead. Ugh I just can't win, but at least they are in a different setting vegging out. I have the door open and the breeze is flowing and I am enjoying it.

I would say I plan to do something fun away from home this weekend with the kids but then we might be destined to staying inside all weekend, so instead I will say I plan to enjoy the weekend. Hubby is working tomorrow but Sunday he will have off and I know this week we will make it to church. That is not a plan that is what is going to happen most definitely.

Oh BTW has anyone else seen those Silly Bands, yeah well I have. I have seen them at Beall's finally after searching 4 other stores. I bought them and not I dont want to hear about them again. The nerve of some company to charge $5 for 24 fun shaped rubber bands. Ugh the newest craze and sadly my kids are not the only one's that caught the bug but I too hopped on it and ran to find them. Now they will sit around and the kids can be thrilled they got some rubber bands that are shaped as things. Gotta love the newest crazes.