Monday, April 19, 2010

Not Me Monday

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Wow I have not done one of these in a while. Let's think of all the things I have not been up to.

I definitely do not have a box still sitting in my master bathroom that I have not unpacked but have walked passed a million times. I mean come on now I have been unpacked since a week after we moved here so why would I still have a box with little things unpacked in my bathroom.

I also did not send my kids outside to play just because I couldnt deal with the noise, and just having them under foot. I needed a moment but come on now I would hae given them something educational to do, read a book play a game with eachother not just kick them out of the place what type of Mother does that.

I have not been sitting here depressed because I know nobody and allowed everything to annoy me because I know nobody and can't get out and have me time. I have friends in NY and I talk to them daily so I should be OK with that. I have my wonderful husband who has been doing nothing but giving me attention (yeah not so much since Just Cause 2 has come into our home), I should be happy to have my family because that is all I need.

So that ios some of my not me Monday I am sure there are other wonderful things I have not done but honestly I cant think of them now so I am done. So what have you not done this passed week, month, lifetime?


Edit: I must add this week I did not yell way more then I did the week before. I am trying really I am, I guess I just need to try a little bit harder.

I also did not judge anyone at all this week because I keep saying I dont want to be judgemental and I dont want to be judged. So no way did I judge anyone or anything that would just be wrong.

3 comments:

Kmama said...

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. That is such a terrible feeling. How logn has it been since you moved? I hate moving.

He & Me + 3 said...

I know how you feel. I felt that way when we moved from VA to NC. I cried for months. But then I meet some of the best people ever. Give it time my friend. It is hard though..feeling so lonely. YOu are not alone.

Julia said...

oh dear... my daughter is almost 3 and for some reason, i rationalize that i can yell at her now that she is older... but then she cries "mommy yelled at me" ... breaks my heart.

thanks for your words on my blog today!! :)